Brick-Ryleigh Spetoskey

Remember when I tied a brick around my ankles
and jumped into the lake?
     It took them three minutes and twenty-
eight seconds of searching through the murky water
     Until they cut the rope and pulled me above
the icy liquid
     And pounded the substance out of my lungs
until my face wasn’t blue and my hands
     Released their fists. My mother screamed
my name as she watched the current pull
     Me under. My father demanded to be in the
care when they took me away with the
     Flashing lights. You told me that you loved me
as I was behind my house, already grabbing
     Some rocks. I told you that I loved you
and that’s why I jumped

 

Ryleigh Spetoskey – My Garden

When we met, I had a garden full of weeds
The weeds grew and grew, higher and higher
and I was too tired to pick them.
When we met, you helped me pick them
until my garden was bare.
You planted your seeds in the fresh dirt
but you left as soon as the weeds grew back
and you didn’t want to pick them anymore.
My Garden grew weeds faster than before
and I let them grow.
When you came back
You helped me pick the weeds
and a flower started to bloom.
We picked the weeds as they sprouted
not letting them get too big
My Garden became beautiful
You said that I should be among the flowers
But why should I, I said,
Because there’s already flowers in me
and they’re growing right now.

Ryleigh Spetoskey – I Am the Weather

I am the rain
bringing life to the ones who cannot hold their own
pushing oil spills and debris for miles by my side
running down sidewalks until I sacrifice myself
to the sewers of hopelessness and despair
uncleansing myself, not looking for reconciliation
I am the snow
landing on children’s tongues and under heavy trucks
causing auto wrecks and bringing misery to the midwest
forcing people to look in awe as I arrive in
October and leave in April
they like when I leave
I am the wind
tangling women in their scarves
cluttering homes that do not deserve such cluttering
howling in such pain because I cannot bear the
sprinting that I commit
whilst in the tornado of leaves
I am the sun
beating down on red faces
holding such power under my wing
knowing that I am burning with anger and have
the ability to kill
though they all trust me
I am whether humanity can survive the harshness
of reality. I am whether they can take the hear,
or freeze in the power of my heart
I am the midwest weather
and I’m constantly changing.