Remember when I tied a brick around my ankles
and jumped into the lake?
It took them three minutes and twenty-
eight seconds of searching through the murky water
Until they cut the rope and pulled me above
the icy liquid
And pounded the substance out of my lungs
until my face wasn’t blue and my hands
Released their fists. My mother screamed
my name as she watched the current pull
Me under. My father demanded to be in the
care when they took me away with the
Flashing lights. You told me that you loved me
as I was behind my house, already grabbing
Some rocks. I told you that I loved you
and that’s why I jumped